Afterwards, in 2003, I temporarily got out of it after watching a few scenes of the Totally Spies episode Passion Patties that, IIRC, took place in the middle of the episode as Clover was wearing the same incognito outfits as Sam and Alex and wasn’t as fat as the climax of the episode where Dr. It all started when I was a child, and I’d watch the famous scene found near the end of Space Jam over and over again. My girlfriend knows about that also, and she is chubby. I consider this as a preference too, I’m not a feeder, I just like fat girls. One of my friend even told me that soft girls are nice to him too, just a preference, not a fetish. They don’t mind about that, well, that’s my tastes. So I kept that secret for a long time, and when I was 16 I decided to talk a bit about my tastes in girls, that I like them round. It is really uncommon in France, you know, there isn’t that much people who loves fat people, and I was too young and afraid to talk about this. At this point, I knew why I was attracted by round girls in my college and I felt like I was weird, you see. Thank God I always had a computer for myself because I was so scared about my parents finding this. I got to see more and more pics of this kind on Dev and I even came to watch girls on StufferDB, even talk to them on a live. It was strange to me, just as you said, awawesome, but I wanted to know more about that. I’m the curious kind and I wanted to see what it is, so I clicked on it and I really liked what I was seeing actually. I was just posting something on DeviantArt, actually nothing to do with a fetish, and in my recommendations, there was a woman with a round belly washing a plate. It was when I was in college (in France, it’s four years from 11~ to 14~ years old)… I don’t remember the exact age I was but I think I was 12. I can’t forget that, it was so bizarre when it came to me, ahah.īy the way, I’m French so I may have a different use of grade names. I also remember doing the worst thing I could’ve done, talked to my friends about it. But yeah thank god I knew how to delete the history, but it did lead to a conversation with my dad about internet porn, because he thought I was looking at porn and deleted all of the history. Spent some time thinking of some girls in my class being larger, and then it clicked in my head, “Oh, shit…I don’t think this is what other people think about.” I went on the internet and looked up if this was normal and got results saying stuff like, “Fat Fetish, is it consensual?” Which I got to say, yeah, most of the time it is consensual and there are a few people who enjoy stuff like force feeding, and even a smaller amount that actually do non-consensual stuff in real life. But yeah, didn’t really notice or care about that dream, but I had the realization almost a year later, one day I guess I was just really horny or some shit so I used my imagination to think of another teacher that I had, gaining weight. I had a dream of my teacher at the time (I was 13) gaining weight over time until she was really large, like the 600-700 range, I didn’t really realize then because I thought it was weird and it probably had to do with something I had watched earlier, because we had watched that episode of “The Simpsons” where Lisa has like, a flash forward of her life and she’s in a hammock or whatever and fat. You know, I remember the first dream and the first time I realized what I like, I’ll start with my dream.
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